Wednesday, August 06, 2008 @11:30 pm
another 10 half hours to sister's flight.
frankly am upset abt her leaving, then again i'm so proud of her, so proud that she's achieved so much and done so well to be able to go on this prestigious trip.. i would never have been able to be like this, she's sorta fulfilled my dream for me, in a sense.
every year seems more and more difficult for me to go through, and this year seems worse than the last. my sis, is abt the only person i can actually cry like crazy to, when i'm so stressed so stressed. well, at least when we're the only ones at home i can cry out loud, u know, at least someone is supporting me without actually crying with me (my mom would).
uhhhhhh............ i know i know...... 1 year is gonna pass by SUPER QUICKLY!
but you know you know, my sis has never been away from home for so long. and while i'm quite confident she can take care of herself, somehow i'm just worried cos she's so far from home...
although i wish i can go see her there (a bit for the selfish reason of wanting to travel too lar), i really cant, i dont have the leave nor the money. ahahhaha. so sad !
anyway, cant wait for one year to go past, so tt, i dont have to sleep alone in my room anymore..
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